zenmasterjack

Bite down hard and rip my soul Saliva drips from melted bone And dig in deep with greedy hands My blood's your blood forgetting sin Lick hard your tongue surrounds my tears Drip from my face your body pure Bare skin on skin on inner self Caress my mind with muscles tense Engulf my anguish in your love I'll take your hope I've died enough

goodnight sweet whispering vision of endless dreams and forsake the similar wishes reach out and grasp my addled attempt and vain forgotten miseries envelope your senses in the sweet solitude of my weakening hands closing eyes and send away the dreamless nights you have been found

I hand it to you My only desire My breakable heart My trust Yes most of all That vulnerability That blindfolded faith That power I don the skin of Defenselessness I'm open I'm naked I'm fragile incarnate Wrap it up tightly In padded reflection Or Around your neck Pressed close to your skin Keep it forever Locked tight in your heart Or Hold it gently In the palm of your hand Just be careful Please It's yours

overly tearful underemotional you know the truth and you see it in me completely laughable drastically terrible what if my truth's not that truthful to me forgetfully sensible sadly not fixable i'm not good enough at least not for me

Sliding slowly down coming from nowhere I'd like to believe that the time doesn't matter My bleeding has stopped but not because I'm healed I've run dry of my sins My hopelessly hopeful ideals have fallen Or maybe the bloodstained frame has collapsed As diluted as water but potent as fire I run Hiding my face from my own sad reflection The blade slips in deeper but not for the pain A trembling smile forms on whispering lips And all silence

Written on your skin are my truths Words that bare my soul My all On your arms are my faults Exposed to my own eyes Undeserving as I am On your lips are my hopes And as you speak Your words give them life On your hands My story Through the creases and intricacies Ever changing On your chest are my virtues Good and bad I cover them from sight Your hips hold my dreams Wafting slowly Down On your shoulders my abilities Which you strengthen And uphold On your eyes are my promises So I can look deep and Not forget On your legs are my insecurities Countless yet lessening And your back I'll leave blank So we can write mo

You are not the desire of my Now shredded heart You are not the dream of my Now tattered mind You are not the true love of my Now grated soul You are not Anything I have new desires in my Now mending heart I have new dreams in my Now healing mind I have a new love in my Now rising soul I have Something To replace the nothing You are

You to me is like dust from the angels Me to you is like beauty exposed You to me is like heaven's sincerity Me to you is life

wait just a second and repeat that last line i'm almost done laughing at your assenine assumptions about the fellowships of mine and who i call friend and who i call stranger and who i call bitch but who deserves stronger fair-weather-friend is not what i'd call it all-weather-facade is much more like it holier-than-thou fuck is even more appropriate stop pretending you're something or do you like to be preaching when whoever put that blindfold on you is amazing at tying

below the night under the stars beneath the covers of comforting dark i breathe again exhale abhorrence forget unadultered untrust as i gaze at hope's beauty and cling to love's hand i will learn to remember why i am who i am and you who are rest to my tired eyes and you who are truth to my weary mind and you who are cover to my naked dreams will surround and encloak as i fade into night